| well ok it is a nother late nightt for me i cant sleep and i just keep think of all the sad shit that has happend in my life the last 2 and a half years but i gusse the one thing is all the sad shit has made me stronger alot more than i used to be and i was able to get out a little bit more i gained friends and lost a few and i also lost some then i got them back i love my famly it is going to be one of the hard est thing i ever have to do come july so i have made the best of the time that we have left togather i am so glade i have a friend who will all ways be there for me no matter what i can do just about any things and he dose not leve so he promised that he will be there for me come july i just we can put this all behind us love abby |
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| well it finally happened every thing is set for my sweet 16 it is friday the 2 at 7 at my church so i am so happy
and moving on who ever knew it would be so hard to move on and get over who you though was the perfect guy you cry every time you think about him you look at pics of you and him and just wanna scream you here yours and his song on the radio and you think you will never be happy then one morning you wake up and relize that he is not worth it that there are more guys out there maybe some that will even treat you better
i am so glad that i am out of that stage with josh and adam. jimmy is a differnt story i will always love him and he will always love me i am his fav girl in the whole world as he says its funny how every on says we are perfect for each other we can always tell when the other one is upset and i love his little boy he is so cute and he loves my famly he gets along good with them and that means alot to me
well gtg bye luv yay all abby |
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| so i now under stand how it really feels to have your hart broken the last 3 guys i have dated have hurt me bad they made me feel like i am nothing that no one cares so yahh my exs josh broke up with me today said he wanted to be single for a while then i found out that he ask one of my exs friend out last night then jimmy well that was just a mess from the start but he did it the most messed up way he had his bother break up with me then there was adam me and him where said we love each other but we both are stubborn toward the end we were always fighting and it just got o much then he made the worst mistake he called my niece and complained about me then he diced he like her better so we still say all the time that we love each other but we just be together right now i love all of them but they all hurt me
there are josh and jimmy sorry i dont have a pic of adam on here but i do have one
i still love all of them they all hurt me in a different way but but in a way they help me so i will all ways love them |
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| well i got some big news i am 16 so beside that what been happing in my life not to much well i started to take dance lessons for my spot light dance at my sweet 16 party it is january 20 at 6 till 11 then i am having some of my friends stay that night |
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throwing it up for the west side |
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